Megalohydrothalassophobia or Fear of Sea Creatures

Unlikely to be Timothy Grass, could be Pigeon Grass, less likely to be

 the exotic Melica Transsilvanica paying a visit

I have a Grass AP, or is it an ap. Here the rivers are running greenish yellow with grass pollen, my inputs and outputs are sludged-up with a grizzly sticky goo, I can't hear the current seventeen year Cicada hatching  and I know exactly why Jean-Paul Sartre wore a tie at the beach. For him meaninglessness was full of possibilities, a great adventure, but unfortunately as a callow youth of fourteen he'd developed a fear of sea creatures, particularly Crabs and Lobsters. Very understandable. In an attempt to cure him of his Sea Creature Phobia a former student of his suggested mescaline while looking at projections of assorted sea creatures. It was the latest thing in emergency psychiatric therapy. The experiment turned into a really bad trip for Our Jean-Paul, he had flashbacks for years, and he had adverse and often irrational things to say about the Saint Anne Hospital in Paris, and about his former student Doctor Lagache. 

Cretin as an alternative

The Bloom of a Tall Fescue

Over time the word cretin has become associated with the more negative meanings in box of rocks stupid. Romans blessed Christians with the word crestin or an unfortunate person, which was polite of them. And there's an iodine deficiency called cretinism which can result in congenital deficiencies among mountain people, nothing to laugh at. The dilemma here where I live is what to do with Baxter's endless use of the word retard.  

 

The Shared Condition of Uncertainty

The Bloom of Sweet Vernal Grass

My own view of Sartre's existentialism is positive. His idea of a Shared Condition is a rather beautiful one. My own negative view of Sartre's critics essentially revolve around the accusation that they've allowed themselves to become the hapless subjects of quasi-religious quackery, a form of wish-fullness that offers hope to the frail of mind, the wide eyed, the trustful and the bitter of heart.  A group to which Sartre applied the title Bad Faith. We used to be called Cynics, and even Nihilists by the Cretin-hood of Elders who'd given up on the perchance to dream and needed a bunch of confident softies to sneer at. The central theme of such a classic human reaction is the ever present uneasiness inherent in certainty. I use the word Cretin for a positive reason. It describes the moment when certainty asks you to just start making stuff up to demonstrate your point. Oddly, the origin of that splendid word Nihilism - from the Latin Nothing - was in an adverse intellectual reaction to the approximately 47,000 words of Wilhelm Hegel's Phenomenology of Spirit that had shamelessly announced the end of worry because a great mind had rationally demonstrated that our fate was obviously beyond our control. The funny thing is, any respectable definition of Life, particularly the human experience of the condition, might suggest it's actually the other way around. Our fate isn't handed down, nor is it already in place when we arrive, thanks to uncertainty from beginning to end we have something to say about pretty much everything until we surrender to idea.

Condemned to be Free

The Bloom of Orchard Grass

Strictly, the phrase is "Man is condemned to be Free." It's a quote from Sartre's 1946 essay "Existentialism is Humanism." Round here, Orchard Grass is a big pollen producer, the breeze chases it around the fields. Orchard Grass has no other pollinator than the movements of air. It has no motivated bee to deliver it. In that sense it's "As Free as the Wind." Doesn't suit everyone, least of all those who claim to be Free. Hence the title of Sartre's major work, "Being and Nothingness" in which he explores the emptiness in nothingness that motivates us to take interest. He wrote "Being and Nothingness" when he was a prisoner, it was published in 1943 in Occupied France by the Gillimard Publishing House.  An English translation was published in 1956 when I, apparently, was an ill behaved four year old yearning to be both free, properly entertained and well fed